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( JOSELIN ★ )

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part 1
Monday, September 21, 2009, 4:40 AM

this is my life as JOSELIN. basics, ive gone private cos this way i can share more not w/ anyone else but my loved ones[: i dont need people to know my life to get fame or blog hits, i need privacy& love.


smth abrupt happened this noon. tears stone cold i wonder why but now ive had it all. i miss you like crazy peter. come back& we, WE will conquer th world. vous étiez toujours &fun joyeux un. ainsi en faisant aimer si facile de partir avec. je vous aime peter, nous pourrions tenir des mains et descendre ma route, taper les gens au hasard à chinatown* leur disent le nouvel an chinois heureux. je, je vous manque peter]: votre wife& vos gamins fait aussi. im eric sûr vous manque plus. reste dans la paix


eff, now im 16 & realise i have a lot, A LOT of people to love. i got the best mom! dad, kelly cindy joshua davies homer henry styl eric winnie noriko jonathan hasana elizabeth rachel jarrold jack eugene joel jeydee jolene nadia ann marvin javvin victoria tea jackpot shelly mavis feihuilaoshi mrliew mrlim & you, jos


always wanted a private page but nvr enforced it, until th trigger .. this


today is day 1, day 1 of your alone time. i made this choice fo th better, def. time always tell. & i will be th happiest 16 yr old if u were to call back, still insisting tt ure determined& ure effing sure. u say dont thank you all th time but i want to, thank you for being .. U. for taking me out for making me comfortable for making me love movies in th cinema, fo making me lie on a slide for making me change my opinion&perspective about rships. dont matter th words u say to me aft u kol back, at least u finally made a clear decision URSELF.


this is only 1 obstacle we're gna face im sure there will be more but we need not worry because u are ur true self& i def will follow suit. i nvr ever wna waste my fucking time on something tts so shaky, so childish thats gna last me 1-3 months. fuck tt. lets rest on our backs& watch th starless sky, so dark so quiet. lets sit by a coffeeshop & enjoy th breeze, the lightings, the river, so comfy so cozy. lets sit in th cinema &watch a great movie, so warming so loving ... loving?