im SPECIAL cos i have guyfriends who are my girlfriends & thrs a barrier in btw us no matter how close we get. tts th sex! isnt it right marvin, javvin, jon, jack, jarr, joel, jean ?
eww sucks tt supha is leaving TODAY]: th one who's been w/ me since my god, 329480329480329443534 yrs ago? i always love memo ...
thots vomit: actually wot is marriage all abt? to me at this moment its smth tts everything cept true love. its rather, giving in , putting up, company,security , w/e. its jst a name. esp aft u get married, u see each other's flaws magnify& ew a wake up call to tell u tt he/she isnt like wot it was supposed to be. cmon th white dress, wot u call tt? wedding gown.. white is nt even flattering to most ppls body. cmon, why dya need tt type of assurance whn thrs an immediate alternative to get out of a fucked up marriage;divorce. sign it& its done. thn everything spirals dwn to an abyss so deep. a waste of time effort feelings trust. mayb im too sleepy tts why im saying this. why do ppl only cherish whn it screws up. thn wot were they doing when things are laid out nicely& stably fo them? abusing it? takin advantage of it? why only at th nick of time smone comes to her/his senses and oh eff, its all too late. ew irony, irony of us, of life. jst random thots, nothing personal tho. obviously.
i dont need u to tell me about my underbite bt do u need me to tell u abt ur mental illness& hw desperate you are fo attention?
Sunday, October 4, 2009, 9:22 AM
