yes, the day ive been waiting for.
for readers to leave, one by one.
so this becomes a private page for myself.
ive ditched this page for almost half a year already,finally.
i just woke, not cos im a bum. but rather i spent th whole night thinking, reflecting, talking to my mom for hours, singing etc.
i realised how effing lucky i am to have a mom who has such strong pride&dignity.
then i ask myself, joselin, what are you doing.
拿的起，放的下
no matter how difficult it is.
because, its only right.
society doesnt give in to the weak.
eventho i have 1001 reasons to tell myself that my life sucks, who's gna give a shit.
all they can do is let me confide in them. and after a few weeks? they get sick of my story,right?
who gives a flying fcuk, no one.
being nice, doesnt mean i will get what i deserve in return.
thats just your life joselin.
i want to be a better and stronger person.
im working on it, really.
whether i end up achieving it or not is another thing.
but i know, i know, im wrong ..
no idea why but chinese songs are back into my life. okay maybe only for a day or 2. but yeah idk th words, but th melody is heartfelt
this is th day ive been waiting for
Tuesday, May 25, 2010, 10:42 AM